i thought i could somehow manage to live the life without you..
but the heart threatened to stop the next moment you stepped out.

i thought i could still laugh without you by my side..
but my lips warned me of an eternal ceisure if i dare.

i thought i could still savor the beauties of nature without you
but my senses stopped responding with the mere idea of your absence

i thought i could find ways to keep myself happy even without you..
but how would i experience happiness with the curse of goddess-bliss on my head.

i thought i have other objectives to live than being close to you
but i would have to wander the world trying to get hold of one.

i thought all the riches i plan to accumulate could still be put to use
but i realized they better be in the gutters if they can't give you happiness.